Life is Life
29 Nov 2011 Leave a Comment
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In general life is pretty darn good.
I have a comfortable house with underfloor heating, heated towel rails, very convenient.
I have a comfortable life. I have a laptop, blackberry, car, credit card. I have friends whom I love and family I love, most of the time.
Not often have I considered that this comfy life could come crashing down around me. Not until it did. Well I suppose not everything, but some.
Friends got divorced this year. Not so big, huge. It was like our family was torn apart. Both of them will be ok. The rest of us I am not so sure.
Friend died. My heart broke. Friend is still dead. Heart is growing back. Slowly. Life looks different without him. But I also look at life different because it is without him. Don’t sweat the small stuff and all of that.
Father in Law had a stroke. He has been in a stepup for almost a month. He is old. How are we going to fix him? We can’t really. He is old.
Mom’s gone for an op. Actually as I speak she is still in theater. It’s going to be a good few more hours they say. I am not there. Dad sounds like he is breaking down. I am scared. Mom is strong. It is pretty much routine for the experienced surgeon. But not for us. Be real careful, it is my mommy you are cutting open Mr Surgeon!!!
On the bright side, we’ve had a new addition to the family!!!
And all will be ok in the end, if it is not ok, it is not the end yet.
I know.
Only it is scary.
