I’m Back!!

Wow, it’s been a while…..

What happened……?  Well, I spent a glorious few days in the beautiful Cape at the beginning of the month. 

Seen everyone.  Had some fun.  Did stuff I had to do and put off for a long time.  For the first time in many years I felt at peace when I finally flew back.  I did not cry a single tear.  The feeling was rather excitement to get home.  I may just have been so tired that I couldn’t be bothered.  But somehow, I think it wasn’t that.  My family, well most of them, are now settled and seem to carry on with their lives without major hiccups over which I need to worry. 

Also bear in mind that by the time I flew back home, Tarzan and I had not really seen each other for almost 3 weeks.  So it is true, absence do make the heart grow fonder……. 

The Cape is still the most beautiful place I have ever seen and one day, one day I will go and settle there.  When my work here is done.  But for now it is back to my normal routine.

Mr T and I both need to loose weight.  That will be our mission the next few months.  We have tried a few times.  We both are emotional eaters.  So, as soon as something throughs one of us off balance we just neva get back on track.  This time I have to be strong.  I have to get this right.  For me and him.  I am quite determined….. so here goes.

Today was supposed to be the first day………  He got up at 4 am cause he had to do stuff for work (he is a morning person).  I attempted to get up to.  “No, honey it is only 4 you stay in bed a little longer”, he tells me.  Well, I need no encouragement at that time of the morning to get back in a warm bed rather than brave the cold of the morning. 

I eventually got up at my normal 5:30, made the coffee.  Mr T needs help with his presentation.  I help, as always.  Bottom line – neither of us had breakfast, cause by the time we got to shower I only had 15 minutes to get to work!!!!!  Fuck……………… 

Still, be strong and don’t have a choclate for lunch.  I will, I can, I will, I can………………………….

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