I Will, I Can, I Must

OK I think I have figured WordPress out.  Well kinda, and the rest I will make up as I go along…….. 

 I am here cause I think I might need therapy.  Any kind of therapy.  I try alcohol and nicotine (I mostly bum ciggies, so I don’t really count myself a smoker LOL) regularly, but I think I need someone to talk to.  Someone out there in the universe, whether you care or not just listen!!!!!  I will mostly need to vent here about my own issues, I think.  Unless, of course someone else piss me off. 

 I have been married for 10 odd years to my Tarzan.  He is an amazing man, but sometimes, just sometimes, I am glad I don’t carry a gun…….  Yes, we have our ups and downs, but mostly I think we like each other, alot.  We are your normal run of the mill 9 to 5ers.  We mostly go to work, get home, eat, watch TV, sleep, go to work…… that sort of thing.  Tarzan is a high flying exec with lots of voyager miles.  Me, I do whatever job I can find in every new town we end up in.  Given up on a real career long time ago due to him climbing the corporate ladder.  I don’t really mind, that’s part of the commitment I made to him, you know ’till death do us part’. 

I have weight issues.  I inherited all my family’s bad genes.  Fat is only but one of them and I despise that.  Fact is you get fat from eating lots and not burning the fuel you ate, right?  So 2008 is the year I am doing something about that.  Establishing good habits and hopefully sticking to them.  I am hoping it is not to late to do that.  After I turned the big 30 some stuff got harder to do…….  The problem relating to my weight is that when I look in the mirror I see a size 6.  Maybe a biggish 6, but nevertheless smaller than my size 14 hips.  But this is the year I am going to try and change!!!!! 

My mantra will be “I will, I can, I must”.

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